Sunday, March 15, 2015

Drowning in Fear and Fear of Drowning


spiders
         being late to class
                                  choosing a college
                                                               dating
                                                                       spilling liquid on myself in the most awkward spots
                                                                                        large dogs
                                                                                                   participating in class discussions
                                                                                               death
                                                                                       pain
               darkness and the monsters that hide within it
this post and all my other posts
                                                  my older brother when he screams
                                                                                                          failure and success
                                                                                                                                         tight spaces
                                      becoming a homeless lady living on the streets of a large city
               animal attacks
drowning

My fears spiral and accumulate until they drown me from within 

I'm drowning


Drowning in fears that never stop accumulating
I am a coward and will always have fears
And same with everyone at school
down the street
on the otherside of the world

and possibly anywhere in the universe


Don't try to prove otherwise 


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