Tuesday, April 28, 2015

Dear Brooke....



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Hey Brooke. Yeah, I'm talking to you. So you just need to chill for awhile ok? I mean you are not the only one that needs rest. It takes enough everyday for me to go...

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And here's the thing: I won't always be here for you. I'm essential for you. And I'm not just talking about giving you breath. I'm here for you THROUGHOUT life, in so many aspects. I'm here, ready to give you love, peace, joy, kindness. But when you ignore me I become sad, frustrated, angry, and so do you. 



Even beyond ignoring, sometimes life just happens. And it affects both of us, not just you. I'm here too. I'm here inside of you. 

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We only have a short time together. Like the sun that rises each morning, I bring light and life to you. I gave you love. 



But that sun must set each evening and one day we will part. 



And I hope with all of me that afterwards you will remember me and the lessons I taught you: how to show kindness, acting selfless, looking beyond a person's physical appearance, and most importantly (what this all encompasses): How to LOVE. 



But for now, open up to me and LEARN. 

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Love
your Heart


Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Why I Procrastinate

So yeah, hello again blog world. It's been a couple of weeks....you know I'm not going to pretend I didn't post anything for awhile because I was too busy. I mean, yeah it's been crazy but I could've occasionally got on my blog. But sometimes sleep, tv and readif a good book are just way too tempting for me. So I'm going to try "catching up" the next couple of days so get ready for a flood of posts from me. Hopefully something ends up being good....

                      Why I Procrastinate


1. I've had seniorites since at least 10th grade
2. I kindof need sleep to survive: my justification for naps
3.everybodys doing it
4. Why not?
5. Watching movies is so enticing
6. I'm a teen: lazy is part of my genetics
7. My dog keeps eating my homework: jk I don't even own a dog. It's really my cat.
8. Distract....hey
9. My mind likes to wander
10. I spend too much time thinking about what I'd rather be doing 
11. Can't figure it out
12. I missed a day of school = missing 3 days of hw. I think that's how the math works. I guess I would know if I did my math hw.
13. Denial
14. Track
15. I'm addicted to it
16. I've embraced it as part of me
17. Yolo
18. How is there enough time to do it all anyways